The hardest thing about losing you..
The hardest thing about losing you.. is that it didn't just happen once. I lose you, every single day that we don't speak. when i wake up in the morning and reach for my phone and hope to see a message that isn't there. and when i go to sleep at night after i realise that the only person i want to moan to about how crap my day was, isn't there. and i lose you in all of the moments in between, in all the hours of silence that go by where i do nothing but think of you, go to call you, and then i don't. i lose you when i watch certain films, listen to certain songs, and go to certain places that are all tained with certain parts of you and how you make me feel. and i used to think i could miss you when i was alone. but that's not true. i miss you when i'm around everyone else, too. because they're not you. but you're always there...somewhere. i can't not think about you. it's only when i'm asleep that i get break from it. from thi...
